I am dying reality is choking me
As I struggle to find reasons to live
They say I’m ill natured, but it’s the way I was forced to be
Always without love because of pain handed down to me
I cannot connect with another soul
Devoid of life, I feel my mind be swallowed whole
Life turned cold
I know I’m the black sheep
No time for apologies while I remake the same mistakes
My only enemy constantly staring back at me from reflections I am forced to see
They say I’m ill natured, but it’s the way I was forced to be
Always without love
Always begging for forgiveness
I cannot connect with my soul
Devoid of life, I feel my mind swallowed whole
I’d rather put myself to sleep than continue with this phase of misery
Jaded, I don’t know what to believe
Because what I was told always fell from beneath my feet
My thoughts always in black and white
I struggle to decide on what I know is right
No love, no truth, no light
Blackened hardcore with the sheer heady power of stadium crust and the glacial melodies of second-wave black metal. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 10, 2023