The monster in my reflection and what he does to me
The embodiment of everything I never wanted to be
The lonely nights bring out darkness in me
There’s no light when I wake, so how can I ever see
Wasn’t ready for love
Wasn’t ready to die
But at least I can say I fucking tried
Living in a daydream, that’s more like a fucking nightmare
How did it come to this constantly feeling empty
I’m done living with your guilt
You shut me out with walls you built
So tell me why should I give time to someone who said I should have never been alive